I forget how much I love Chex Mix sometimes. I never buy it cause I don't crave it, but when someone else buys it and offers... I can't stop eating it. Especially the big brown ones, which I once REALLY hated but now I think they are my favorite. I think if I keep talking about senseless things, it will help me to not break down and cry as I am staring at my very empty apartment. How did four months go by so fast? Why did I ever think four months would be enough anyways. The pretzels are probably my least favorite. How was I to know that I would do extraordinarily well living on my own 4,000 miles away from home and fall in love with this place. I know people are thinking "hello. you moved to Hawaii and you didn't know you would fall in love with it??" In all honesty, I cried my eyes out the first night.... out of fear. Once fear of the unknown passes, windows of opportunity fly.
I feel like I am betraying the WONDERFUL state of Texas that I am truly in love with by saying that I don't want to leave THIS place. Which implies that I don't want to return to THAT place. It felt like I had been having an affair while living out here, and knew I always wanted to return to Texas... someday. I just wish it weren't today. I miss my family and friends dearly, but I'm really starting to contemplate why I am going back so soon. I have adapted to this lifestyle, living alone, getting around this city, was challenged and overcome circumstances beyond my understanding, grown as a woman and Christian and met some pretty amazing people these last four months... and that's it. So what am I to say to that? Apparently goodbye. It's so sad to not know when I will ever be back, when I will see them again or what is next on this ridiculous road. I just have a hard time comprehending that why I am returning to a place that (aside from family) has no substance in my life. It would make much more sense if I had an amazing job waiting for me when I got home... but reality is, I DON'T. And I'm not guaranteed I will get one.
I am hopeful and trust that God will guide me to the right place, but this being my last night, I am allowed to be upset and confused. On the bright side, I get to spend the holidays with the people I love most, which I am looking forward to. I have so much to be thankful for! The fact that I even had the opportunity to come here and enjoy this amazing island all the while continuing my education was beyond my dreams and it quickly became a reality. So as upset as I am about leaving the people and city I have grown to love in four short months, I am grateful.
Mahalo means thank you in Hawaiian which is used quite regularly around here. When my words can no longer describe the way I am feeling tonight, Mahalo seems to suffice. Thank you family for supporting me. Thank you friends for taking care of me while I was here =) Thank you God for your protective hand, guidance and wisdom and Thank you Hawaii for being such a wonderful home away from home.
Peace.Love.Hawaii
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
The Sweetest Sound
I am sitting here watching President Obama speak on the tragedy that occurred on November 5, 2009 in Fort Hood, Texas. Before he stood up to talk, the National Anthem played and I can honestly say... that is one of the sweetest sounds. Every time I go to a baseball game, my favorite part is seeing everyone stand up, all caps removed, hands over hearts and hearing the National Anthem play with tons of hoots and hollers in conclusion. Of course, no hoots and hollers today as hundreds of people are mourning to loss of 13 soldiers. 13 sounds insignificant compared to the thousands we have lost over in Iraq and Afghanistan or even the MILLIONS we have lost as a country but we can't forget that this happened on OUR soil not the enemy's.
The hardest part for me as a believer is that we are not fighting against flesh and blood, but against a real living enemy. Ephesians 6:12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of the evil in the heavenly realms.
It feels like flesh and blood to me, I saw flesh and blood commit such a horrific crime. I see flesh and blood tear at myself and people I love all the time. So how am I supposed to believe it's not them? How am I supposed to know that there is something out there so powerful he can use those around us to constantly try and separate us from the love of God? Well, I am playing devil's advocate (sorry for the pun) to make a point.
As I said earlier "as a Believer..." and that's exactly what it is. Through FAITH I have been saved. And as much faith as I have (and other times work a little harder at it) in a God that can save me from an eternity in hell, I believe there is a REAL Satan who wants nothing more than to pick at me day after day after day until I give surrender to his lies. I think it's important to remember that Satan is real. I would say within the last couple months that has really hit home for me. It's easy to think of Satan as a small red devil with a pitch fork and horns but I have come to find out he is so much more than that. He uses flesh and blood to disguise himself but don't let us forget it is not human flesh that we are fighting against. I am so happy to say that I know I can fight this battle everyday because I am on HIS side. How great it is to be loved by You. =)
I will have to say that the project princess inside me is DYING to get out!!! I have walked into a crafts store ONCE since being in Hawaii and it was to pick up some supplies for me carebear costume. I need to make pillows, paint canvas or create cupcakes with reindeer on them!!! It's torture. =/ I will have to say though that it is incredible difficult to imagine it's "fall" or dare I say "Holiday Season!". The other day I packed my beach bag and took a nice little 4 HOUR nap on the beach where I forgot to wear sunscreen and was lying in a pool of sweat (lovely, I know). Then I go to lunch with a friend where I can barely focus on our conversation because Mariah Carey and N sync are shouting Let it Snow at the top of their lungs. Seriously? I LOVE holiday season, but how can I possible enjoy Pumpkin Spice Lattes in 85 degree weather by the beach? I could live like this forever. I'm not sure I am too excited about wearing coats and closed toe shoes.
One thing I do wanna do soon after returning to Texas is visit my beloved Austin!!! Oh how I miss you. I can't wait for Alyssah to make me tons of goodies. She is in culinary school to become a butcher and baker and candlestick maker. Really just a baker =) and I have been following all her deliciousness she has been making. Get ready! Cause here I come!
I have also realized that I sold my truck for additional money while living out here and now when I return.... do I get it back?
My parents have an extra vehicle that I will be driving until I buy a new one. Yes, a NEW one. I have a couple things in mind. Of course the one I really want I can't afford but it's one the list anyways =)
1. Volvo C70 Convertible. Please explain why a Volvo is so expensive? I thought they were for old people? Since when have Volvo's come in convertibles and become so darn cute!!! I want one.
2. Tahoe. Just because I love them.
3.2010 Camero. Need I say more?
4. Mustang. Classic. Cute. Affordable.
Black or White for sure. I don't care how dirty they get or whatever, white is by far the classiest color especially on a sweet little convertible. Two of my best friends just got new vehicles and I'm pretty sure I'm next on the list... cross fingers.
So before I pack my beach bag for another fabulous day in Waikiki... I have a long "To Do" list when I get back to Texas.
1. PEDICURE! I miss you Michelle!
2. Haircut! Have you seen how long my hair is now? I'm so pumped! Granted I shed like a wild animal, I'm surprised I'm not bald to be honest.
3. BUBBLE BATH. Please refrain from calling me 24 hours upon my return. I will be in the bath tub and unable to answer any calls due to my hands being numb and wrinkled.
4. DVR. I will be DVRing TV shows, even if I have no interest in watching them later one. Just because I can.
5. Make a trip to Hobby Lobby and Michaels. I have about 10 projects simmering in my head...
6. Go country dancing. Hawaii is an embarrassment to country music. The ONLY dance hall on the Island is called "Nashvilles" and think I left there once with 10 broken toes, a headache that lasted a week and my arms being ripped from their sockets. Maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if they played GOOD country music. Please hear me when I say... Kenny Chesney is not good country music. Do not be fooled.
7. EAT MEXICAN FOOD!!!! AND LOTS OF IT! Again, Hawaii is an embarrassment to Mexican food. The waitress didn't even know what the word Queso meant! Needless to say, they don't have any. Jonny Tamales, Don'Key, Casa Ole, Gringos, Donaraki and Arandas.... here I come.
Of course non of these things will be done before loving and kissing on my Hunter bear, spending hours talking to me sister, going to see my grandpa and making my way around town to catch up on what I have been missing for the last 4 months. Have I really been missing much anyways? Or has everyone else been missing out on this RIDICULOUSLY amazing Island I have called home for the last couple months? I am going to miss my friends I have made here. They got me through some pretty rough times. Thanks guys =)
Tomorrow is Veteran's Day... I think I will make a trip out to Pearl Harbor. How can you possibly say thank you to all the men and women who have and continue to sacrifice their lives for this country. My grandpa is the closest one to my heart when speaking of veteran's day... he can remember so many details during his time fighting and I love hearing his talk about these years that played such a huge role in his life.
What a great life I live. Thank you to all who fight in order for me to continue to dream and make dreams become reality. I am sad that I will be missing Thanksgiving with my family, but my 3 best friends will be here with me, and they are pretty much my family anyways. I had mentioned my parent's coming in what is now, 3 days!! I need to create a schedule cause if you know anything about my family there aren't exactly "go with the flow" kinda folk. I would believe I was adopted if it weren't for the video disproving that assumption. So I'm off to the beach to plan, nap, read and soak up the sun.
Peace.Love.America.
The hardest part for me as a believer is that we are not fighting against flesh and blood, but against a real living enemy. Ephesians 6:12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of the evil in the heavenly realms.
It feels like flesh and blood to me, I saw flesh and blood commit such a horrific crime. I see flesh and blood tear at myself and people I love all the time. So how am I supposed to believe it's not them? How am I supposed to know that there is something out there so powerful he can use those around us to constantly try and separate us from the love of God? Well, I am playing devil's advocate (sorry for the pun) to make a point.
As I said earlier "as a Believer..." and that's exactly what it is. Through FAITH I have been saved. And as much faith as I have (and other times work a little harder at it) in a God that can save me from an eternity in hell, I believe there is a REAL Satan who wants nothing more than to pick at me day after day after day until I give surrender to his lies. I think it's important to remember that Satan is real. I would say within the last couple months that has really hit home for me. It's easy to think of Satan as a small red devil with a pitch fork and horns but I have come to find out he is so much more than that. He uses flesh and blood to disguise himself but don't let us forget it is not human flesh that we are fighting against. I am so happy to say that I know I can fight this battle everyday because I am on HIS side. How great it is to be loved by You. =)
I will have to say that the project princess inside me is DYING to get out!!! I have walked into a crafts store ONCE since being in Hawaii and it was to pick up some supplies for me carebear costume. I need to make pillows, paint canvas or create cupcakes with reindeer on them!!! It's torture. =/ I will have to say though that it is incredible difficult to imagine it's "fall" or dare I say "Holiday Season!". The other day I packed my beach bag and took a nice little 4 HOUR nap on the beach where I forgot to wear sunscreen and was lying in a pool of sweat (lovely, I know). Then I go to lunch with a friend where I can barely focus on our conversation because Mariah Carey and N sync are shouting Let it Snow at the top of their lungs. Seriously? I LOVE holiday season, but how can I possible enjoy Pumpkin Spice Lattes in 85 degree weather by the beach? I could live like this forever. I'm not sure I am too excited about wearing coats and closed toe shoes.
One thing I do wanna do soon after returning to Texas is visit my beloved Austin!!! Oh how I miss you. I can't wait for Alyssah to make me tons of goodies. She is in culinary school to become a butcher and baker and candlestick maker. Really just a baker =) and I have been following all her deliciousness she has been making. Get ready! Cause here I come!
I have also realized that I sold my truck for additional money while living out here and now when I return.... do I get it back?
My parents have an extra vehicle that I will be driving until I buy a new one. Yes, a NEW one. I have a couple things in mind. Of course the one I really want I can't afford but it's one the list anyways =)
1. Volvo C70 Convertible. Please explain why a Volvo is so expensive? I thought they were for old people? Since when have Volvo's come in convertibles and become so darn cute!!! I want one.
2. Tahoe. Just because I love them.
3.2010 Camero. Need I say more?
4. Mustang. Classic. Cute. Affordable.
Black or White for sure. I don't care how dirty they get or whatever, white is by far the classiest color especially on a sweet little convertible. Two of my best friends just got new vehicles and I'm pretty sure I'm next on the list... cross fingers.
So before I pack my beach bag for another fabulous day in Waikiki... I have a long "To Do" list when I get back to Texas.
1. PEDICURE! I miss you Michelle!
2. Haircut! Have you seen how long my hair is now? I'm so pumped! Granted I shed like a wild animal, I'm surprised I'm not bald to be honest.
3. BUBBLE BATH. Please refrain from calling me 24 hours upon my return. I will be in the bath tub and unable to answer any calls due to my hands being numb and wrinkled.
4. DVR. I will be DVRing TV shows, even if I have no interest in watching them later one. Just because I can.
5. Make a trip to Hobby Lobby and Michaels. I have about 10 projects simmering in my head...
6. Go country dancing. Hawaii is an embarrassment to country music. The ONLY dance hall on the Island is called "Nashvilles" and think I left there once with 10 broken toes, a headache that lasted a week and my arms being ripped from their sockets. Maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if they played GOOD country music. Please hear me when I say... Kenny Chesney is not good country music. Do not be fooled.
7. EAT MEXICAN FOOD!!!! AND LOTS OF IT! Again, Hawaii is an embarrassment to Mexican food. The waitress didn't even know what the word Queso meant! Needless to say, they don't have any. Jonny Tamales, Don'Key, Casa Ole, Gringos, Donaraki and Arandas.... here I come.
Of course non of these things will be done before loving and kissing on my Hunter bear, spending hours talking to me sister, going to see my grandpa and making my way around town to catch up on what I have been missing for the last 4 months. Have I really been missing much anyways? Or has everyone else been missing out on this RIDICULOUSLY amazing Island I have called home for the last couple months? I am going to miss my friends I have made here. They got me through some pretty rough times. Thanks guys =)
Tomorrow is Veteran's Day... I think I will make a trip out to Pearl Harbor. How can you possibly say thank you to all the men and women who have and continue to sacrifice their lives for this country. My grandpa is the closest one to my heart when speaking of veteran's day... he can remember so many details during his time fighting and I love hearing his talk about these years that played such a huge role in his life.
What a great life I live. Thank you to all who fight in order for me to continue to dream and make dreams become reality. I am sad that I will be missing Thanksgiving with my family, but my 3 best friends will be here with me, and they are pretty much my family anyways. I had mentioned my parent's coming in what is now, 3 days!! I need to create a schedule cause if you know anything about my family there aren't exactly "go with the flow" kinda folk. I would believe I was adopted if it weren't for the video disproving that assumption. So I'm off to the beach to plan, nap, read and soak up the sun.
Peace.Love.America.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
What A Beautiful Day
I am officially eligible to work as a Child Life Specialist! That's right, 4 months of riding on an emotional roller coaster testing my skills as a Specialist and character as a woman. My strength was tested to the highest degree and I SUCCESSFULLY completed what I came here to do. I can not thank enough the encouraging, loving, positive family and friends I have surrounding me for supporting me and believing in me. I have learned a lot. I have a great foundation to enter the field. I have the knowledge to do what my education and experience have provided for me. I have the heart and soul for this profession. I have learned more importantly what kind of people I want in my life, to surround me everyday and what kind of people I have no desire to interact with as they contribute nothing positive to who I am. I have learned that I can not survive with HIS strength and wisdom...God is the one who pulled me through.
Could it have been easier somewhere else? I believe so, but who can argue with how much you grow through challenges, times when you don't know how you could possibly go on one more day. It will all come full circle once I am able to find a job doing what I love. In a year, I will only remember this amazing Island for what it is, the people I met, the things I saw, the experiences I had... and the tears I shed here will be overshadowed by the leaps and bounds I grew as an individual. Whew. I am happy to say I am ready to see what lies ahead of me now.
BUT before I move on completely, I have 3 weeks to live this Island up with NO RESPONSIBILITIES! =) My parents come next Friday the 13th. I KNOW! Who flies 4,000 miles on Friday the 13th?! Guess I'm the only superstitious one. Then the day they leave, my best friends come to see me!!! So it's basically a big party in Hawaii for the next 3 weeks! ;)
I know there are some out there have difficulty feeling real sorry that I may have had a tough time during my internship... but that I live in Hawaii, so how much sympathy can one person really have? I understand. It was definitely a trade-off. I will carry this place with me for the rest of my life. A little piece of my heart is filled with pineapple, tiki torches and sand between my toes.
To be continued...
Peace.Love.Happiness.
Could it have been easier somewhere else? I believe so, but who can argue with how much you grow through challenges, times when you don't know how you could possibly go on one more day. It will all come full circle once I am able to find a job doing what I love. In a year, I will only remember this amazing Island for what it is, the people I met, the things I saw, the experiences I had... and the tears I shed here will be overshadowed by the leaps and bounds I grew as an individual. Whew. I am happy to say I am ready to see what lies ahead of me now.
BUT before I move on completely, I have 3 weeks to live this Island up with NO RESPONSIBILITIES! =) My parents come next Friday the 13th. I KNOW! Who flies 4,000 miles on Friday the 13th?! Guess I'm the only superstitious one. Then the day they leave, my best friends come to see me!!! So it's basically a big party in Hawaii for the next 3 weeks! ;)
I know there are some out there have difficulty feeling real sorry that I may have had a tough time during my internship... but that I live in Hawaii, so how much sympathy can one person really have? I understand. It was definitely a trade-off. I will carry this place with me for the rest of my life. A little piece of my heart is filled with pineapple, tiki torches and sand between my toes.
To be continued...
Peace.Love.Happiness.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Hawaii Just Got Better
For a while, I forgot what it's like to ride the bus to work. It's amazing what 30 extra minutes of sleep in the morning can do and having someone who can drive right up to the door without stopping 12 times along the way. I was only given this luxury because Coy took 10 days to visit my in beautiful Hawaii. I had been looking forward to this from day one moving here. Everyday I would ask "Have you bought your ticket yet?" I guess if I had known he bought the ticket it was a done deal, but waiting and waiting until he finally bought his ticket caused me to persistently ask while he responded "Babe, you've only been way a week." But then came the day when we asked, "Ok, I'm going to book my flight, when should I come?"... That's when the countdown really began, and those 2 weeks flew by so fast and before I knew it I was at the airport waiting for him. He (of course) sat in the VERY last row of the plane so I watched as about 437 people came walking out. Every male started to resemble him and then it got to the point where male or female I thought it was him. I was so excited about seeing him and nervous all at the same time. We talk multiple times a day on the phone/skpye/email etc. but I had actually gotten used to him being away. I know that sounds awful but it's just that I had adapted to a schedule here and for 2 months (besides 8am, 12pm and 5pm phone calls) I went about my schedule without him. I missed him like crazy everyday but in all honestly, didn't have time to think about how much I missed him. After seeing him, all those feelings of missing him came rushing back all at once and at the end of 10 days didn't want to let him go. I found out before he arrived that I would only be granted one of my days off and had to use every little bit of time with him wisely. So I had made a "Coy's Hawaii Schedule" to make sure we did all the things he wanted to do while he was here. We are a really active couple, always trying out new things to do and staying busy but I didn't want to miss out on the laying around, cooking dinner together and spending low-key time together (which we also do well ). I came to Hawaii to work ultimately, so I still had to show up and perform but even on days where I think I could handle no more, I had him to go home to which made my days worth it.
I didn't intend on this being a blog dedicated to our love story but just have to say that I am so blessed to have a man like Coy love me. Spending these days with him on such a beautiful island doing so many things that most couples will never have the chance to do, reminds me that my life is in Texas and this is just temporary, a temporary experience God so graciously gave to me. I am going to finish off strong. Love this island up. And learn as much as I possible can to be the woman God has planned for me to be. God is the anchor to this whole story, without him I would be nothing. He is my strength and wisdom.... and has given me such a supportive, encouraging God fearing family and boyfriend that I will never be able to express how thankful I am for.
So where did those 10 days go??? They went to dining, to a luau, to snorkeling, to celebrating his 27th birthday, to hiking, to North Shore, to more dining, to a UH football game, to shopping, to the beach (a few times), and just spending quality time together with of course... lots of laughs. Here is a short overview.
A lot of meticulous work was put into creating this. Including sneaking in someones yard to pluck leaves and flowers off their tree to make this beautiful grass skirt and necklace! I had to gripe at him some to stay still cause he was causing cracks to form in the sand... and once again I got the typical "You always get me to do stuff that isn't funny when guys do it." I get that a lot. But all the people walking by seemed to think it was funny!
Of course lots of smooches by the beach!
We stuffed our faces at the best breakfast buffet that just happens to be like .2 seconds away from my place. AND it was his birthday!
It wasn't the best weather to go to North Shore but I guess that depends because the surfers thought it was great. There was a surfing competition going on which reminding me that "winter" is around the corner and surf season is here!
We went to a University of Hawaii football game where they got there butts whooped by Fresno =/ Football around here is NOTHING like it is in Texas... where we breathe it. I woke up this morning at 5:45 to make sure I was ready for the Texas OU game at 6am. I was the ONLY person in the restaurant that was there for football. Everyone else was pushing their 80's waiting for a cheese omelet to compliment their morning coffee. I had to tell the manager that I was there to watch the Texas game where he replied "Uh, who are they playing? What channel would that be on?" This is craziness... get with the program Hawaii! I did sit and watch the game while drinking mimosa's with a lot of yelling in the first half and a lot of whooting in the second. Need I say who won? ... Texas of course. 16-13.
Coy wanted to go to a Luau for his birthday. So that we did! We arrived at the bus stop for them to pick us up and Coy was dripping sweat from the 2 mile run he had just made. Let's just say Coy isn't the most organized person around and couldn't find his license. So 2 minutes before we had to be at the hotel, he runs to the car and back and to the apt and back... still, with no license. I made him retrack his steps, as the last place we were was haunama bay. I went through my camera where we could SEE him holding is license in his hand picture after picture. I wanted to make sure he had a perfect time so we just continued on with our night having the BEST time and would worry about the license later. The next morning we get in the car, and the first thing I do is open up the glove box. License found. You seriously didn't think to look in the glove box? Later that week we find his "missing" keys and charger on separate occasions in the glove box. Stop putting stuff in the glove box! Doesn't it have a key so you can lock it?? Boys.
Multiple trips to the beach. These are some of my favorites.
I cried like a baby when he left, fear of not being able to finish off strong without his presence and again, getting back to my schedule without him. It won't be long until I am reunited with him and my family and friends. I have so much to look forward to these next couple of week. 1) Finishing my internship! 2) Having my mom and dad come see me! and 3) Having my girls with me my last week in Hawaii!
Today has been such a lazy Saturday... something I have been looking forward to for a while now. Unfortunately my Saturday's also include working so it's about that time. I also have dishes, laundry and cleaning to do. Coy is so good at helping out around his house and he was so good at helping out around here. I'm really going to miss my dishwasher.
I didn't intend on this being a blog dedicated to our love story but just have to say that I am so blessed to have a man like Coy love me. Spending these days with him on such a beautiful island doing so many things that most couples will never have the chance to do, reminds me that my life is in Texas and this is just temporary, a temporary experience God so graciously gave to me. I am going to finish off strong. Love this island up. And learn as much as I possible can to be the woman God has planned for me to be. God is the anchor to this whole story, without him I would be nothing. He is my strength and wisdom.... and has given me such a supportive, encouraging God fearing family and boyfriend that I will never be able to express how thankful I am for.
So where did those 10 days go??? They went to dining, to a luau, to snorkeling, to celebrating his 27th birthday, to hiking, to North Shore, to more dining, to a UH football game, to shopping, to the beach (a few times), and just spending quality time together with of course... lots of laughs. Here is a short overview.
A lot of meticulous work was put into creating this. Including sneaking in someones yard to pluck leaves and flowers off their tree to make this beautiful grass skirt and necklace! I had to gripe at him some to stay still cause he was causing cracks to form in the sand... and once again I got the typical "You always get me to do stuff that isn't funny when guys do it." I get that a lot. But all the people walking by seemed to think it was funny!
Of course lots of smooches by the beach!
We stuffed our faces at the best breakfast buffet that just happens to be like .2 seconds away from my place. AND it was his birthday!
It wasn't the best weather to go to North Shore but I guess that depends because the surfers thought it was great. There was a surfing competition going on which reminding me that "winter" is around the corner and surf season is here!
We went to a University of Hawaii football game where they got there butts whooped by Fresno =/ Football around here is NOTHING like it is in Texas... where we breathe it. I woke up this morning at 5:45 to make sure I was ready for the Texas OU game at 6am. I was the ONLY person in the restaurant that was there for football. Everyone else was pushing their 80's waiting for a cheese omelet to compliment their morning coffee. I had to tell the manager that I was there to watch the Texas game where he replied "Uh, who are they playing? What channel would that be on?" This is craziness... get with the program Hawaii! I did sit and watch the game while drinking mimosa's with a lot of yelling in the first half and a lot of whooting in the second. Need I say who won? ... Texas of course. 16-13.
Coy wanted to go to a Luau for his birthday. So that we did! We arrived at the bus stop for them to pick us up and Coy was dripping sweat from the 2 mile run he had just made. Let's just say Coy isn't the most organized person around and couldn't find his license. So 2 minutes before we had to be at the hotel, he runs to the car and back and to the apt and back... still, with no license. I made him retrack his steps, as the last place we were was haunama bay. I went through my camera where we could SEE him holding is license in his hand picture after picture. I wanted to make sure he had a perfect time so we just continued on with our night having the BEST time and would worry about the license later. The next morning we get in the car, and the first thing I do is open up the glove box. License found. You seriously didn't think to look in the glove box? Later that week we find his "missing" keys and charger on separate occasions in the glove box. Stop putting stuff in the glove box! Doesn't it have a key so you can lock it?? Boys.
Multiple trips to the beach. These are some of my favorites.
I cried like a baby when he left, fear of not being able to finish off strong without his presence and again, getting back to my schedule without him. It won't be long until I am reunited with him and my family and friends. I have so much to look forward to these next couple of week. 1) Finishing my internship! 2) Having my mom and dad come see me! and 3) Having my girls with me my last week in Hawaii!
Today has been such a lazy Saturday... something I have been looking forward to for a while now. Unfortunately my Saturday's also include working so it's about that time. I also have dishes, laundry and cleaning to do. Coy is so good at helping out around his house and he was so good at helping out around here. I'm really going to miss my dishwasher.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
The Big Island
I am beginning a "You know you're in Hawaii when...." list because I am continually finding the culture here is so unique and one of a kind. I am really starting to embrace it though, I want to be an Island girl, but find people don't take me seriously with "Y'all" spewing out of my mouth more often than not. I really want to buy a sarong (wrap dress) to throw on on the weekends. Finding one definitely isn't the problem as they sell them every 50 yards and price isn't the reason why I have yet to buy one either. It boils down to whether or not I can appropriately tie it so I don't find myself standing nakes in the middle of Kalakaua after my wrap has indeed come UNwrapped. I am not only embracing the culture, but really loving it. So as I start my "You know you're in Hawaii when..." list you will begin to see that it is another world out here... I mean, it is the most isolated group of Islands in the whole world!
I went to the Big Island this weekend and it was quite an adventure! To be able to island hop is such a blessing because I don't know if I return to the mainland when I will be able to make it back out here. I have a feeling that Hawaii will stay with me forever... but while I'm here, I might as well hop on over! The adventure started when I had to wake up at 5:30 am only to find out that we had to change flights due to some (we will just use the word "carelessness") confusion on our part. Good news is we got to see the Aloha Parade! So while we are waiting for time to pass, we took a seat on the curb on Ala Moana and munched on some McDonalds breakfast. I of course having the fruit and yogurt parfait. By the way, "we"= Natalie and myself. The Aloha Parade consisted of 18wheeler floats decked in flowers, bands, the royal court, more bands, Men in uniform (my favorite! I am lucky to be living in a military town!), and multiple types of entertainment.
So our trip to the Big Island starts a a little late, but I'm still super pumped about the day. Granted, I was quite nervous about the 43 minute flight over there, but a book and some deep breathing managed to distract me enough. It was technically a 37 minute flight, but who's counting? As soon as we arrive in Kona, we step out of the plane and are welcomed with...fresh air? No walkway? I've always wondered what it would be like to be the president. =)
To make a very long day bearable for readers, I will start by saying that the Big Island is NOTHING like the Island I live on. Full of lava rock, lush mountains and rocky beaches. No buildings, no downtown... no people really. It was quite a shock, but a nice change for the day. We had lunch and went shopping at the farmer's market. I bought this amazing necklace that I am absolutely in love with.
I saw TONS of fruit that was like 1/4 the price it is in Oahu! I'm still very bitter as I tell this story because I didn't ask whether or not you could transfer fruit between islands and found out today you in fact CAN. Had I known that, I would have easily splurged $30 on fruit alone. It actually really ticks me off that fruit around here is so expensive... I'M IN FREAKING HAWAII!!! THE STUFF IS GROWING OUT OUR EARS! Anyways, should I return... I'm going grocery shopping.
Another way to start off a good day is rice pudding wrapped in banana leaves!
We were able to rent a car so we cruised around Kona and found out very quickly they are not known for their beaches. Well, I actually knew this information before we left, but was able to witness it for myself while I was there. The beaches are still beautiful, but they are so rocky! (Hint: the volcano island) They aren't your typical white sands for miles, lay out with an umbrella and pineapple in your drink kind of beaches.
I wanted to take a dip, but the waves were FAIRLY large and pounding all the people who attempted to wade. It was more fun to just watch. That is one thing (of 100) that is so surprising to me, even after seeing it everyday... actual waves!
But drive 15 miles up the mountain and you will witness lush beautiful scenery overwhelmed with flowers. Our intention was to hike up Cook's Monument Hike, but it was closed for whatever reason. So we stopped at a scenic point, where I saw about 237287 black crabs! I will forever consider myself an animal lover, but when there is too much of one particular animal, it really creeps me out. For instance, the other night I am walking with a friend down the street when he saw a mouse. My initial reaction was "awww, cute little mouse!" Then he proceeds to show me two more. My reaction has now turned to "OH MY GOSH IT'S AN INFESTATION!" Needless to say he called me ridiculous and we continued walking. Same for the crab situation. A few crabs... ok. A thousand crabs, NOT ok. I always try to remind myself that I am invading their space, and God never necessarily placed those animals for my liking or disliking. I especially feel that way when people are attacked by sea creatures... YOU are invading THEIR home, hello.
We left and continued our day by going to the Painted Church. It's name says it all. A church with the inside completely embellished in paintings. Not to mention a cemetery right outside. Catholic churches are so beautiful, but sometimes border on creepy. This was definitely one of those churches. It was so interesting, so beautiful... so spooky. Without a thought and out of respect, your voice lowers, your walk is slower and you try not to make any noise when entering churches, particularly catholic churches. I was doing SO good until I walked to the alter and looked up.
I went to the Big Island this weekend and it was quite an adventure! To be able to island hop is such a blessing because I don't know if I return to the mainland when I will be able to make it back out here. I have a feeling that Hawaii will stay with me forever... but while I'm here, I might as well hop on over! The adventure started when I had to wake up at 5:30 am only to find out that we had to change flights due to some (we will just use the word "carelessness") confusion on our part. Good news is we got to see the Aloha Parade! So while we are waiting for time to pass, we took a seat on the curb on Ala Moana and munched on some McDonalds breakfast. I of course having the fruit and yogurt parfait. By the way, "we"= Natalie and myself. The Aloha Parade consisted of 18wheeler floats decked in flowers, bands, the royal court, more bands, Men in uniform (my favorite! I am lucky to be living in a military town!), and multiple types of entertainment.
So our trip to the Big Island starts a a little late, but I'm still super pumped about the day. Granted, I was quite nervous about the 43 minute flight over there, but a book and some deep breathing managed to distract me enough. It was technically a 37 minute flight, but who's counting? As soon as we arrive in Kona, we step out of the plane and are welcomed with...fresh air? No walkway? I've always wondered what it would be like to be the president. =)
To make a very long day bearable for readers, I will start by saying that the Big Island is NOTHING like the Island I live on. Full of lava rock, lush mountains and rocky beaches. No buildings, no downtown... no people really. It was quite a shock, but a nice change for the day. We had lunch and went shopping at the farmer's market. I bought this amazing necklace that I am absolutely in love with.
I saw TONS of fruit that was like 1/4 the price it is in Oahu! I'm still very bitter as I tell this story because I didn't ask whether or not you could transfer fruit between islands and found out today you in fact CAN. Had I known that, I would have easily splurged $30 on fruit alone. It actually really ticks me off that fruit around here is so expensive... I'M IN FREAKING HAWAII!!! THE STUFF IS GROWING OUT OUR EARS! Anyways, should I return... I'm going grocery shopping.
Another way to start off a good day is rice pudding wrapped in banana leaves!
We were able to rent a car so we cruised around Kona and found out very quickly they are not known for their beaches. Well, I actually knew this information before we left, but was able to witness it for myself while I was there. The beaches are still beautiful, but they are so rocky! (Hint: the volcano island) They aren't your typical white sands for miles, lay out with an umbrella and pineapple in your drink kind of beaches.
I wanted to take a dip, but the waves were FAIRLY large and pounding all the people who attempted to wade. It was more fun to just watch. That is one thing (of 100) that is so surprising to me, even after seeing it everyday... actual waves!
But drive 15 miles up the mountain and you will witness lush beautiful scenery overwhelmed with flowers. Our intention was to hike up Cook's Monument Hike, but it was closed for whatever reason. So we stopped at a scenic point, where I saw about 237287 black crabs! I will forever consider myself an animal lover, but when there is too much of one particular animal, it really creeps me out. For instance, the other night I am walking with a friend down the street when he saw a mouse. My initial reaction was "awww, cute little mouse!" Then he proceeds to show me two more. My reaction has now turned to "OH MY GOSH IT'S AN INFESTATION!" Needless to say he called me ridiculous and we continued walking. Same for the crab situation. A few crabs... ok. A thousand crabs, NOT ok. I always try to remind myself that I am invading their space, and God never necessarily placed those animals for my liking or disliking. I especially feel that way when people are attacked by sea creatures... YOU are invading THEIR home, hello.
We left and continued our day by going to the Painted Church. It's name says it all. A church with the inside completely embellished in paintings. Not to mention a cemetery right outside. Catholic churches are so beautiful, but sometimes border on creepy. This was definitely one of those churches. It was so interesting, so beautiful... so spooky. Without a thought and out of respect, your voice lowers, your walk is slower and you try not to make any noise when entering churches, particularly catholic churches. I was doing SO good until I walked to the alter and looked up.
**You know you're in Hawaii when Jesus Christ and the Virgin Mary are wearing lei's.** That's right, My Jesus is Hawaiian. =) You can imagine my reaction was none of the "respectful" ones listed above. Oops.
On our way out we were able to see the sunset. Amazing. And head to dinner.
I would have to say the latter part of the day was the best. We at dinner at Bongo Ben's and listened to live music... nothing beats the sound of the ocean, live music and a Teriaki chicken sandwich with bacon and pineapple. Need I say more?? Desert consisted of steamed milk with a shot of caramel at a place called Lava Java. I could foresee myself spending A LOT of time a Lava Java's should I live in Kona. It reminded me a lot of Austin, and you know how I feel about the ATX! =)
At this point, I have been awake for 18 hours with 4 hours sleep and can officially label myself as exhausted, as if you couldn't tell by the last picture. YIKES!
We head back to the "airport", more or less a partially covered area with benches and a set a stairs waiting to approach an incoming airplane. But I can't end it there. Nope. **You know you are in Hawaii when you are riding behind a group of guys sitting in the back of a truck playing a ukulele, jammin out in the rain.** I normally can't go 30 minutes without hearing some kind of hawaiian music. Sometimes I feel as if it is coming out of the sky. God, is that you?? After all... his Son is Hawaiian.
Peace.Love.Kona
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Once in a Lifetime
Perfect Time
"When I grow up, I want to remember that I always wanted to be about a thousand different things & one lifetime didn't seem nearly enough. When I grow up, I hope it's at the very end when it doesn't matter anymore anyway." Brian Andreas
If you happen to be think I'm blogging less frequently than when I first moved to this amazing island...you're right. Not because I don't love sharing the ridiculous, the fun, the amazing, the good, the bad and the ugly (although I must say there hasn't been very much, or any, of that.)of what I am experiencing here, but because my focus these last couple weeks is 80% work 20% social life. I can't exactly blog about my work days, mainly because it's illegal. For the first Friday I am staying home and enjoying baking, reading, laughing... and breathing.
I specifically put that quote up because it sits really close to my heart. I have always said I can't figure out how people have the difficulty of not knowing what they want to do, nothing interests them enough to pursue it. I just so happen to have the same problem of not knowing what I want to do for the rest of my life, but because I want to be a thousand different things, and how can I choose just one? And sometimes I think, I won't be able to pursue it all in this lifetime. It took me a while to figure out that an interest, a love, a skill, doesn't have to evolve into a career but rather can sit backseat as a hobby. So where does that leave me?... With 999 hobbies =) I truly love the profession I am (still) pursuing and think I have the heart to do it, and the education and skill to do it well. So I guess for now, art, fashion, photography, baking, rescuing animals and participating in multiple charity events will have to be hobbies for now. Don't misunderstand me, I haven't settled, I've just genuinely found something I love, and if God allows, let me invest many years doing it happily.
The second part of the quote brings to me to last night. I FINALLY found a girl online who performs live in Honolulu that was classified as "singer/songwriter". PERFECT! Just what I was looking for. What I WASN'T looking for was a pool hall filled with 38 hairy men...and me. Granted, I had a friend with me, but he wasn't feeling it either, so we gave it about an hour...and jetted. I wasn't going to lose this battle! So a little walk down the street led us to where we were going to go in the first place... Jimmy Buffets.
When my mom was with me, we ate a Jimmy Buffets one night and this AMAZING girl was playing. I have yet to figure out who she is and when she plays, even after many calls to the restaurant. We decide to check it out... maybe we would get lucky? We were lucky enough to find live music, just not the particular girl I was looking for. However, when we walked in the band was playing Phil Collins "In the air tonight" with bongos... and I was pretty much sold. Haha. Not singer/songwriter by any stretch of the imagination, but it didn't matter, we were there. To make a long story short,I witnessed a 55+ year old couple dancing swing in the most ridiculous outfits you have ever seen and appeared to have reached a point in their lives where in all honesty, don't care. Now maybe I'm putting a label on someone I know nothing about, but that's not my point. My point is, that it must be nice to live only for the important things in life, and not care about the chaos going on around you. This couple clearly loved to dance, loved each other, loved to be happy, loved to have fun and didn't bat an eye at the 50 people staring at them, the noise of the bar or even the many giggles. I'm so young, I think I have quite a ways before I reach that point. I am so occupied now on EXPERIENCE EXPERIENCE EXPERIENCE, setting goals, reaching goals, starting a career... biting off more than I can chew some would say. I once heard a quote that went something like this "I didn't always know what I wanted to do, but I always knew the woman I wanted to be." Amen sister. I want to be defined by who I am, not what I do. But at this point in my life, pursuing dreams is pretty high on the list.I'm ok with thinking I have so much I want to accomplish and so little time, which even writing I can see the ridiculous in that.It is what it is, I'm consumed with what I want my future to look like. But I hope after all is said and done, one lifetime is more than enough.
Have I mentioned lately how blessed I am? As I sit and write, my eyes tear up and a ball forms in the center of my throat thinking about what God has given me, and how I deserve none of it... but am thankful for ALL of it. I have never had the chance to say to my parents "Thank you for raising me in church." I just don't know who I would be without that. So mom and dad if you are reading...thanks. I could have not been given a better family, group of friends and best friend (who happens to be my boyfriend) to share this with. Sappy enough for you? =)
How about a little sugar? Strawberry cupcakes anyone?
If you think they sound or look good, just imagine how they taste! Too bad I live by myself! I really kinda miss baking/making things for people. I think I'm going to start bringing them to the office for all the honeymooners that come through, courtesy of Lu Lu's bakery. I really need to learn how to ice cupcakes though, there has to be an easier way. It's extremely hard to cook for one...even harder to bake for one. That's how you know God intended us to spend our lives with that special someone...biscuits don't come in anything less than two's.
SIDENOTE: 2 seconds from my place is Planet Hollywood where this sign in placed.
Seriously? Walk on WHAT GRASS??
and Check Out This Website if you want to see the most adorable babies dressed in bunny hats and swaddled in hanging baskets. Click on Newborns...can't beat it.
Tracyraver.com
Goodnight!
Peace. Love. Texas
"When I grow up, I want to remember that I always wanted to be about a thousand different things & one lifetime didn't seem nearly enough. When I grow up, I hope it's at the very end when it doesn't matter anymore anyway." Brian Andreas
If you happen to be think I'm blogging less frequently than when I first moved to this amazing island...you're right. Not because I don't love sharing the ridiculous, the fun, the amazing, the good, the bad and the ugly (although I must say there hasn't been very much, or any, of that.)of what I am experiencing here, but because my focus these last couple weeks is 80% work 20% social life. I can't exactly blog about my work days, mainly because it's illegal. For the first Friday I am staying home and enjoying baking, reading, laughing... and breathing.
I specifically put that quote up because it sits really close to my heart. I have always said I can't figure out how people have the difficulty of not knowing what they want to do, nothing interests them enough to pursue it. I just so happen to have the same problem of not knowing what I want to do for the rest of my life, but because I want to be a thousand different things, and how can I choose just one? And sometimes I think, I won't be able to pursue it all in this lifetime. It took me a while to figure out that an interest, a love, a skill, doesn't have to evolve into a career but rather can sit backseat as a hobby. So where does that leave me?... With 999 hobbies =) I truly love the profession I am (still) pursuing and think I have the heart to do it, and the education and skill to do it well. So I guess for now, art, fashion, photography, baking, rescuing animals and participating in multiple charity events will have to be hobbies for now. Don't misunderstand me, I haven't settled, I've just genuinely found something I love, and if God allows, let me invest many years doing it happily.
The second part of the quote brings to me to last night. I FINALLY found a girl online who performs live in Honolulu that was classified as "singer/songwriter". PERFECT! Just what I was looking for. What I WASN'T looking for was a pool hall filled with 38 hairy men...and me. Granted, I had a friend with me, but he wasn't feeling it either, so we gave it about an hour...and jetted. I wasn't going to lose this battle! So a little walk down the street led us to where we were going to go in the first place... Jimmy Buffets.
When my mom was with me, we ate a Jimmy Buffets one night and this AMAZING girl was playing. I have yet to figure out who she is and when she plays, even after many calls to the restaurant. We decide to check it out... maybe we would get lucky? We were lucky enough to find live music, just not the particular girl I was looking for. However, when we walked in the band was playing Phil Collins "In the air tonight" with bongos... and I was pretty much sold. Haha. Not singer/songwriter by any stretch of the imagination, but it didn't matter, we were there. To make a long story short,I witnessed a 55+ year old couple dancing swing in the most ridiculous outfits you have ever seen and appeared to have reached a point in their lives where in all honesty, don't care. Now maybe I'm putting a label on someone I know nothing about, but that's not my point. My point is, that it must be nice to live only for the important things in life, and not care about the chaos going on around you. This couple clearly loved to dance, loved each other, loved to be happy, loved to have fun and didn't bat an eye at the 50 people staring at them, the noise of the bar or even the many giggles. I'm so young, I think I have quite a ways before I reach that point. I am so occupied now on EXPERIENCE EXPERIENCE EXPERIENCE, setting goals, reaching goals, starting a career... biting off more than I can chew some would say. I once heard a quote that went something like this "I didn't always know what I wanted to do, but I always knew the woman I wanted to be." Amen sister. I want to be defined by who I am, not what I do. But at this point in my life, pursuing dreams is pretty high on the list.I'm ok with thinking I have so much I want to accomplish and so little time, which even writing I can see the ridiculous in that.It is what it is, I'm consumed with what I want my future to look like. But I hope after all is said and done, one lifetime is more than enough.
Have I mentioned lately how blessed I am? As I sit and write, my eyes tear up and a ball forms in the center of my throat thinking about what God has given me, and how I deserve none of it... but am thankful for ALL of it. I have never had the chance to say to my parents "Thank you for raising me in church." I just don't know who I would be without that. So mom and dad if you are reading...thanks. I could have not been given a better family, group of friends and best friend (who happens to be my boyfriend) to share this with. Sappy enough for you? =)
How about a little sugar? Strawberry cupcakes anyone?
If you think they sound or look good, just imagine how they taste! Too bad I live by myself! I really kinda miss baking/making things for people. I think I'm going to start bringing them to the office for all the honeymooners that come through, courtesy of Lu Lu's bakery. I really need to learn how to ice cupcakes though, there has to be an easier way. It's extremely hard to cook for one...even harder to bake for one. That's how you know God intended us to spend our lives with that special someone...biscuits don't come in anything less than two's.
SIDENOTE: 2 seconds from my place is Planet Hollywood where this sign in placed.
Seriously? Walk on WHAT GRASS??
and Check Out This Website if you want to see the most adorable babies dressed in bunny hats and swaddled in hanging baskets. Click on Newborns...can't beat it.
Tracyraver.com
Goodnight!
Peace. Love. Texas
Monday, September 14, 2009
Morning Hike, Afternoon Nap
I am patiently waiting for the finale of Design Star, and couldn't think of a better time to blog. I've had a pretty tough week, but a pretty fantastic weekend...you can't win em all. Diamond Head was the plan for this Saturday, as me and Natalie try and brainstorm of things to do during the week and look forward to Saturday adventures =) Unfortunately, my assignments are due on Saturday, so I spend a lot of time working on Saturday evenings. So for the most part, they are Saturday morning adventures. Here is a rundown of the hike...
-walk about a mile up the trail
-take 74 steps to the first tunnel
-pass through a 225ft. tunnel
-take 99 more steps (steep steps I might add)
-pass through a second tunnel
-take a spiral staircase (52 steps) up 3 levels
-take 54 more metal stairs to the summit
It took us about an hour to get up and about 40 minutes to get back down. It wasn't the hardest workout I've ever done, but it's a niiice little challenge. I suggest eating breakfast before and getting more than 5 hours for sleep. Needless to say, I learned that the hard way. Whether or not you think it's a challenge is irrelevant, you can not deny the view once you get up there!
Here is a little bit of the hike up... and the view from the top.
The top.
On the way up.
Just a hikin'.
I didn't need a hike at 9am to be starving at noon, but considering I left without my morning granola bar, I only saw it would be fitting to stuff my face with fresh fish for lunch! I am really going to have a difficult time returning to a city where the fresh fish means driving down Spencer to the Red Lobster (I'm not hating on RL, can't beat the cheese biscuits!) . I have always loved seafood, but I have found a NEW love for fresh pacific fish. So... we made a trip to Uncles! I can not put into words how delicious the Mahi Mahi sandwich was, you will just have to try it for yourself =)
I spent the rest of the day napping and working, after all, that was the initial point of moving to Hawaii...the working, not the napping.
4 months here just doesn't seem long enough now......
I am determined to have a better week this time around, and Banana Nut muffins just might do the trick.
p.s I am seriously missing my Longhorns... my life once revolved around game day and now I have to wake up at 7am and search all of Waikiki just to watch the game on TV. =( They don't give a crap about football in Hawaii. It's a whole new world out here... but I wouldn't change a thing.
-walk about a mile up the trail
-take 74 steps to the first tunnel
-pass through a 225ft. tunnel
-take 99 more steps (steep steps I might add)
-pass through a second tunnel
-take a spiral staircase (52 steps) up 3 levels
-take 54 more metal stairs to the summit
It took us about an hour to get up and about 40 minutes to get back down. It wasn't the hardest workout I've ever done, but it's a niiice little challenge. I suggest eating breakfast before and getting more than 5 hours for sleep. Needless to say, I learned that the hard way. Whether or not you think it's a challenge is irrelevant, you can not deny the view once you get up there!
Here is a little bit of the hike up... and the view from the top.
The top.
On the way up.
Just a hikin'.
I didn't need a hike at 9am to be starving at noon, but considering I left without my morning granola bar, I only saw it would be fitting to stuff my face with fresh fish for lunch! I am really going to have a difficult time returning to a city where the fresh fish means driving down Spencer to the Red Lobster (I'm not hating on RL, can't beat the cheese biscuits!) . I have always loved seafood, but I have found a NEW love for fresh pacific fish. So... we made a trip to Uncles! I can not put into words how delicious the Mahi Mahi sandwich was, you will just have to try it for yourself =)
I spent the rest of the day napping and working, after all, that was the initial point of moving to Hawaii...the working, not the napping.
So Sunday rolls around and what a better way to spend it, then at the beach! Me Margaret and Josh went to Waimanalo Beach, which is about 20 minutes outside Waikiki (in Hawaii Kai), and that means....NO TOURISTS! That's right, you can actually lay your towel down! In fact, I was pretty amazed at how little people were there. I'm typically not a big wade in the water fan, I mean, who would be in Galveston?!? Here, the water is warm, the sand is soft, and the waves are so big you can actually PLAY in them! After playing, Margaret and I took a nice little nap on the sand =)
4 months here just doesn't seem long enough now......
I am determined to have a better week this time around, and Banana Nut muffins just might do the trick.
p.s I am seriously missing my Longhorns... my life once revolved around game day and now I have to wake up at 7am and search all of Waikiki just to watch the game on TV. =( They don't give a crap about football in Hawaii. It's a whole new world out here... but I wouldn't change a thing.
Hook em' Horns!!!
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